14 January 1885 • Keokuk, Iowa (MS, in pencil: CU-MARK, UCCL 03116)
Livy darling, I’m clear behind!—S with letters, I mean. Such slathers of ancient friends, & such worlds of talk, & such deep enjoyment of it! No time to turn around, for 2 or three days, now,—no chance to even drop a line to say, I love you, sweetheartⒶemendation! But wait—give me a chance—I will make it up. It is long past midnight. A beautifulⒶemendation evening with ma—& she is her old beautiful self; a nature of pure gold—one of the purest & finest & highest this land has produced. The unconsciously pathetic is her talent—& how richly she is endowed with it—& how naturally eloquent she is when it is to the fore! What books she could have written!—& now the world has lost them.
This visit to Hannibal—you can never imagine ◊◊◊ the infinite great deeps of pathos that have rolled their tides over me. I shall never see another such day. I have carried my heart in my mouth for twenty-four hours. And at the last moment came Tom Nash—cradle-mate, baby-mate, little-boy mate—deaf & dumb, now, for near 40 years, & nobody suspecting the deep & fine nature hidden behind his sealed lips—& hands me this letter, & wrings my hand, & gives me a devouring look or two, & walks shyly away. I kept it, & read it half an hour ago—& of course, although it was past midnight & I had not written to you yet, I sat down at once & answered it.
Goodbye, my darling—I love you, best of all; & those dear children next; & very, very soon, I am going to answer that precious Jean’s letter & tell her about the wonderful bear I saw to-day.
Keep Tom’s letter
Mrs.Ⓐemendation S. L. Clemens | Hartford | Conn return address: return to s. l.Ⓐemendation clemens, hartford, cⒶemendationonn., if not delivered within 10Ⓐemendation days. postmarked: keokuk ioa. jan 15 2pm
References
- University of California, Mark Twain Papers, The Bancroft Library, Berkeley
- Machlis, Paul, ed. Union Catalog of Clemens Letters. Edited by Paul Machlis. Berkeley, Los Angeles, London: University of California Press. [In some cases, UCCL catalog numbers cited in this volume supersede those assigned in 1986 and reflect corrections or additions to the catalog since publication. An updated version of the catalog can be consulted via the Letters Search page at MTPO.] 1986
- Wecter, Dixon. The Love Letters of Mark Twain. Edited by Dixon Wecter. New York: Harper and Brothers. 1949
- Microfilm Edition of Mark Twain’s Manuscript Letters Now in the Mark Twain Papers. Prepared by Anh Quynh Bui, Victor Fischer, Michael B. Frank, Robert H. Hirst, Lin Salamo, and Harriet Elinor Smith. 11 vols. Berkeley: The Bancroft Library. 2001
MS, in pencil, CU-MARK.
LLMT, 228–29; MicroML, reel 5.