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Things were against that poor waif.Ⓐalteration in the MS HeⒶalteration in the MS had maintained silence when he had had an opportunity to deny that he was a Jail-Bird, and that was bad for him. It got him that name, and he was likely to keep it. The men considered him a milksop because he spared [begin page 244] Ernest Wasserman when it was evident that he could have whipped him. Privately my heart bled for the boy, and I wanted to be his friend, and longed to tell him so, but I had not the courage, for I was made as most people are made, and was afraid to follow my own instincts when they ran counter to other people's. The best of us would rather be popular than right. I found that out a good while ago. Katrina remained the boy's fearless friend, but she was alone in this. The master used him kindly, and protected him when he saw him ill treated, but further than this it was not in his nature to go except when he was roused, the current being so strong against him.
As to the clothes, Katrina kept her word. SheⒶalteration in the MS sat up late, that very first night, and made him a coarse and cheap, but neat and serviceable doublet and hoseⒶalteration in the MS with her own old hands; and she properly shod him, too. And she had her reward, for he was a graceful and beautiful creature, with the most wonderful eyes, and these facts all showed up, now, and filled her with pride. Daily he grew in her favor. Her old hungry heart was fed,Ⓐalteration in the MS she was a mother at last,Ⓐalteration in the MS with a child to love,—a child who returned her love in fullⒶalteration in the MS measure, and to whom she was the salt of the earth.Ⓐalteration in the MS
As the days went along, everybody talked about 44, everybody observed him, everybody puzzled over him and his ways; but it was not discoverable that he ever concerned himself in the least degree about this or was in any way interested in what people thought of him or said about him. This indifference irritated the herd, but the boy did not seem aware of it.
The most ingenious and promising attempts to ruffle his temper and break up his calm went for nothing. Things flung at him struck him on the head or the back, and fell at his feet unnoticed; now and then a leg was shoved out and he tripped over it and went heavily down amid delighted laughter, but he picked himself up and went on without remark; often when he had brought a couple of twenty-pound cans of water up two long flights of stairs from the well in the court, they were seizeⒶemendationd and theirⒶalteration in the MS winter-cold contents poured over him, but he went back unmurmuring for more; more than once, when the master was not present, Frau Stein made him share [begin page 245] the dog's dinner in the corner, but he was content and offered no protest. The most of these persecutions were devised by Moses and KatzenyammerⒶemendation, but as a rule were carried out by that shabby poor coward, Ernest.
You see, now, how I was situated. I should have been despised if I had befriendedⒶalteration in the MS him; and I should have been treated as he was, too. It is not everybody that can be as brave as Katrina was. More than once she caught Moses devising those tricks and Ernest carrying them out, and gave both ofⒶalteration in the MS them an awful hiding; and once when Hans KatzenyammerⒶemendation interfered she beat that big ruffian till he went on his knees and begged.
What a devil to work the boy was! The earliest person up found him at it by lantern-light, the latest person up found him still at it long past midnight. It was the heaviest manual labor, but if he was ever tired it was not perceptible. He always moved with energy, and seemed to find a high joy in putting forth his strange and enduring strength.Ⓐalteration in the MS
He made reputation for the magician right along; no matter what unusual thing he did, the magician got the credit of it; at first the magician was cautious, when accused,Ⓐalteration in the MS and contented himself with silences which rather confessed than denied the soft impeachment, but he soon felt safe to throw that policy aside and frankly take the credit, and he did it. One day 44 unchained the dog and said “Now behave yourself, Felix, and don't hurt any one,” and turned him loose, to the consternationⒶalteration in the MS of the herd, but the magician sweetly smiled and said,
“Do not fear. It is a little caprice of mine. My spirit is upon him, he cannot hurt you.”
They were filled with adoring wonder and admiration, those people. They kissed the hem of the magician's robe, and beamed unutterableⒶemendation things upon him. Then the boy said to the dog,
“Go and thank your master for this great favor which he has granted you.”
Well,Ⓐalteration in the MS it was an astonishing thing that happened, then. That ignorant and malignant vast animal, which had never been taught language or manners or religion or any other valuable thing, and [begin page 246] could not be expected to understand a dandyⒶalteration in the MS speech like that,Ⓐalteration in the MS went and stood straight up on its hind feet before the magician, with its nose on a level with his face, and curved its paws and ducked its head piously, and said
“Yap-yap!—yap-yap!—yap-yap!” most reverently, and just as a Christian might at prayers.
Then it got down on all fours, and the boy said,Ⓐalteration in the MS
“Salute the master, and retire as from the presence of royalty.”
The dog bowed very solemnly, then backed away stern-firstⒶalteration in the MS to his corner—not with grace it is true, but well enough for a dog that hadn't had any practice of that kind and had never heard of royalty before nor its customs and etiquettes.
Did that episode take those people's breath away? You will not doubt it. They actually went on their knees to the magician, Frau Stein leading, the rest following. I know, for I was there and saw it. I was amazed at such degraded idolatry and hypocrisy—at least servility—but I knelt, too, to avert remark.
Life was become very interesting. Every few days there was a fresh novelty, some strange new thing done by the boy, something to wonder at; and so the magician's reputation was augmenting all the time. To be envied is the secret longingⒶalteration in the MS of pretty much all human beings—let us say all; Ⓐalteration in the MS to be envied makes them happy. The magician was happy, for never was a man so envied; he lived in the clouds.
I passionately longed to know 44, now. The truth is, he was being envied himself!Ⓐalteration in the MS Spite of all his shames and insults and persecutions. For, there is no denying it, it was an enviable conspicuousness and glory to be the instrument of such a dreaded and extraordinary magician as thatⒶalteration in the MS and have people staring at you and holding their breath with awe while you did the miracles he devised. It is not for me to deny that I was one ofⒶemendation 44's enviers. If I hadn't been, I should have been no natural boy. But I was a natural boy, and I longed to be conspicuous, and wondered at and talked about. Of course the case was the same with Ernest and Barty, though they did as I did—concealed it. I was always throwing myself in the magician's way whenever I could, in the hope that he [begin page 247] would do miracles through me, too, but I could not get his attention. He never seemed to see me when he was preparing a prodigy.
At last I thought of a plan that I hoped might work. I would seek 44Ⓐalteration in the MS privately and tell him how I was feelingⒶalteration in the MS and see if he would help me attain my desire. So I hunted up his room, and slipped up there clandestinely one night after the herd were in bed, and waited. After midnight an hour or two he came, and when the light of his lantern fell upon me he set it quickly down, and took me by both of my hands and beamedⒶalteration in the MS his gladness from hisⒶalteration in the MS eyes, and there was no need to say a word.